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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Just came back from haloween safari.. it was great. some of the haloween character look real.. SCARY OK~~ actually we are taking photo. a group fhoto.. & this dracula approach to me from my back. i didnt know he was at my back till i feel his breath on my neck. i turn around and he was lookin at me. wif his sharp teeth. his eyes.. his face full of blood.. can u imagine, his face still fresh on my mind. off coz i get shock & scream.. & from that on. wherever we go. i hold on to him. hold him soo tight.. haha. we go for the track trail. the horror trail was scary. but nothing happen.. only dummy. we didnt take the tram.. it was heavy rain..we all were drenched! not much animal can be seen. mostly hiding due to the rain.. The big prob i was talking bout was... we actually didnt have any money. & his fren has already bought us the tix. so under 'bopean' act, he decided to apply new line. $0 hp wif the line. so went to M1. subscribe. get the new phone (W508) & we sell it off. we get $190. wif that money.. we have our day. =) && he can call me already.. free outgoing call to my number.. yeahh..*jump jump* currently now i cant sleep. im having a big headache.. due walkin in the rain.. will update pics when i get all of the photos from frens.. =) Friday, October 30, 2009
Haloween Safari.. Here i come. but......a big big prob (pictures will update.. *promise*) Monday, October 26, 2009
Its been a long time i didnt update my twitter. & im LOST. haha Use to have blog last time. Updating twitter each time i post. Currently im struggling. confuse. Haha. im tired..lately im not having a good night sleep.. each time i close my eyes, my mind just cant stop wondering.. mayb im thinkin too much negative. dats y. haiz. He's now sleeping. He will wake up in the afternoon. around 3 or 4. today is his off day. mayb we are not going out as we are out of money & petrol. will wait for his Pay end of the month. so ika, control ur emotions.. i know u miss him even u already spent the whole week wif him..(evil laugh) He's planning to apply Credit Cards to pay all insurance,road tax by end of the year. At first i disagree. den i think back, its better for him to apply as im not werking. hee. Im bored sittin at home. Nothin much to do. Been playin games @ facebook. & it really make u addicted. haha. November Come Quick. I just cant wait to be officially 21. (potong ribbons. haha) Saturday, October 24, 2009
yoohaaa.. Im gonna post short & sweet. Im using my phone to update as the lappie is fully booked by my sis.. Just reached home just now @ 11am. Went out for interview as sats customer service agent. Hopefully i get this job. Im tired of finding job. Tired of sitting at home. Tired of not having money. Haiz. Need to wait for respond 3 weeks if im shortlisted. Currently still waiting for spf letter for my application dat day. Friday, October 23, 2009
im just wondering whether he love me or not. whether its 100% or not. Im just curious. Coz guys is a sweet talker. He did tell me he love me. He did everything as a lover did. He appreciate my presence by his side. & dats goes wif me as well. I love him soo much. I just dun wanna lose him. Its just dat since the day he helped his ex, i feel unsecured. My mind just cant stop wondering all the negative side. im afraid. Afraid to be hurt again Halloooo... Yesterday was a not a fun day to the endin part. But im having fun in the middle of the outing wif his frens. Went out to bencoolen to have dinner. den procced to Kepple by the bay. That was the first time he went there and he was soo jakun.. Well. that place has a memory for me. Went there actually to chill at TCC. but the TCC too exclusive. haha.. Change of plan. Went to Terminal 3 TCC. Had my favourite 'dark devotion' Chill there till 1 in the morning. & proceed home. =) The sad part is. when i went out wif him. his ex called him twice.. im pissed off...   Wednesday, October 21, 2009
wad a day today. went out wif him just now tot of havin a wonderful day again. but i think not everyday is perfect. today turns out bad. i cant believe its happening. for everything i try to make him forget her. but simply he cant. after he told me everything. i cant believe he did this to me. argh... sometime i just feel.... too hurt to express wad i have been thru... Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Im having a great day today.. Basically we are having interviews today. he went for his final interview for SPF at the recruitment center MHA (beside tan tock seng). hopefully he get the job. He decided to went back to goverment sector. and me, i went down for interview as data entry clerk. and the pay is damn low. i went for typin speed test and i FAILED! seriously its hard. the words and figures are combined together. 1st and 2nd row are easy. the hard part is starting from the 3rd. imagine u were typing for the 3rd row. u were typing half way, reading the figure and the words inside ur heart. u type type and u realise u were typing for the 4th one. and the 4th u were typing for the 5th. the rows and columns are soo near..soo close together, till your eyes playing tricks on u. and u were given 10 min to complete as many as u can. i did completed alot. i have 5 mistake. and dey need less den 5. too bad den. haha. We are out of money for today actually. Kuasa Allah.. He found hp yesterday and today. yesterday was old hp. i dont know the model. today was N95 8GB. & dats wad we call rezeki.. we sell n95 8GB on the spot. we target around $100+. but we get $200 for dat phone. he's happy. and im happy too. straight to queensway shopping mall meet his friends and he bought his soccer boots. procced for dinner and home sweet home.. =) currently waiting for his calls. i have my PASSPORT..hurray!! tot of going to JB tomorrow. wash his car. pump petrol. eat lunch / dinner . His car soo dusty due to the haze. && kena BOM by the birds summore. aiyoo.. B.. faster call me!! Sunday, October 18, 2009
i have my pink card! so dats mean i can collect my passport yipee.. end of the month will be going... yesterday i have a fun night wif him. in the afternoon company him to his soccer. procced to his sister house at woodland. chill there for EPL layan his anak sedare. playing drawing games. very cute. den proceed to Raffles Hosp. resting at Excutive room watch tv till 2 in the morning. spent the night wif him was soo....(cant desribe how i feel) im meltin in his arms.. =) back to home sweet home.. this words are playing in my mind.. " best wishes for your new relationship. i guess there isnt anymore hope" his ex send to him.. its october. and i know november are coming. november is the month dey actually getting married. what does she mean? hoping for miracle to happen? she the one who make him suffer, and i help him to pull thru.. and she hoping something back from him? dream on lady... & i know confirm he feel regret..coz i know how much he love her i know its hard to forget someone. & the way she sms him like dat.. i know setan da start hasut... well, let see wad happen next.. have u ever heard the song " diantara kalian" from d'masiv? sometime thats wad i feel when im wif him. i can feel his body is wif me. but not his mind.. Friday, October 16, 2009
Been staying up late lately.. talking on the phone wif him. Talkin on the phone bout this conversation all the way To my surprise, he already plan ahead. u know wad i mean. 2011 is the year. *kening naik2* well ika, need to start savin ! for the mean time.. i just dont want to put full hope on him. like wad i always did as u know guys are always guys. aniway its just a PLAN. just pray our relationship went smoothly. i dont want to be heartbroken again. learn from mistake. =) currently waiting for his call. im active in facebook. a web that can make u addicted. games, frens im loving it.. went to Ikea & ECP just now. lend abg nawa car just window shoppin. the funiture, all damn nice & cheap.. but im not sure the quality is good or not. soo tempting..just wish i have my own house rite now. =D East Coast, went to have our dinner. satay n bbq chicken wing. den proceed to home sweet home. im having leg cramps due to the clutch. damn KERAS. and the gear. irritating shit! And Oh. before i forget. my bill soon will be cut off.. & i have new prepaid num.. soon will be msg-ing u all oh. werk..where are u. pls dont make me suffer.. Wednesday, October 14, 2009
i cant wait for next week.. wanna know y? haha. firstly i cant wait to get letter to collect my passport. i have decided to make my passport thru post. And make payment by my master. its more convienent i tink. for me la. so that i can go JB to eat the lamb chop he's talkin bout. JEALOUS!. ahakz. secondly i cant wait to get letter from SPF on my application for Corporate support officer. My application for ica as ICA Specialist is not successfull. I apply again thru online. Still waiting for respond. No worries. Theres always better luck next time. =) AND..AND..i cant wait for november. counting days! IM OFFICIALLY 21. yiippee.. i have been stuck at home for more than 1 month. its boring! & im out of deodorant and make up. gosh! He will be werking this whole week night shift. && i miss him really badly.. hopefully will be meeting him on sun. goin for his soccer. im sorry for yesterday night. really didnt expect u say dat to me. it really take time for me to forget wad u said. haha. aniway forget bout it i luv u very much b~! Tuesday, October 13, 2009
04 Octorber 2009 ICA raya-ing (his frens) enjoy the pics..                             |
