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Thursday, January 28, 2010
hey peeps! Feel like expressing out everything inside me. I have a bad feelings lately and my guts is right.. Im bored at werk. So i got nothing to do. I went in his facebook acct. Scrolling n scrolling, scan thru all this frens status and my hand accidentally click on the inbox. And i found out he left a message for her saying " i miss you. I dreamt about u. I dont know y." how would u feel if ur guy did this to u? Yesh it hurts. Feel like pple stab u thru the heart.. He didnt told me about this. I found out on my own. I act as per normal after werk. we joke, smile. but inside me. only god know how i feel.. i wont ask him but i will see what will happen next.. He did treat me nice.. yesh i admit i did melt when he called me sayang, dear, aby..Coz no one ever treat me the way he treat me.. But is there any meaning behind this scene?? im stress.. im still not sure whether he is happy wif me. or he was force to be wif me. Alot of questions are playing inside my mind. i know, im not dat preety as her. not clever as her..may not the girl she wants.. but i just wanna him to except me whu i am.. Tuesday, January 26, 2010
this thing stuck on my mind lately. Should i find a part-time? For extra income? Means..i have a fulltime job and a parttime job. But the parttime job, i'll be werkin 4hrs during weekdays and 6 hrs during weekends..i know i'll be damn tired. But..i think my fulltime job salary is not enuf to cover the whole mth..minus my debt,bills,mum.. I dont think i have some saving left.. Should i? feel like werking. But im scared i cant managed my time. Hmm.. I'll ask his opinion fist. Den i will think bout it again.. Sunday, January 24, 2010
woah! tomorrow is MONDAY. it means.. back to werk..damn it! *frown eyebrown* i wonder y weekend is soo damn short. haha. im hoping this week will be the final week of suffering.. will get my pay this friday. So.. dats mean.. pay everything. every single debt and save the rest for EMERGENCY. oh wait.. i will be doing abit of shopping too.. mayb i will grab some clothes n sandals. den... the next month.. in feb..we can get more things.. i wan IPHONES! or should i grab others since IPHONES are common nowdays..? hmm.. but i will get him a phone first.. den i can think what should i grab.. i cant stand any longer using prepaid.. it damn wasting alot of money.. i dont know how pple can survive using prepaid.. i had a great day spending time wif him today.. *wink* Saturday, January 23, 2010
PPiiiikkkaaaabbooooo!!! Sorry for the long long MIA. i know my blog looks dead.. haha i promise i will continue to write my love story.. Firstly wanna tell u all that finally i get a job! *jumpin around* Werk as admin/data entry at Premier Tax Free Singapore. My jobscope is mostly data entry..easy job. & i like it.. will stay this job for the time being and will upgrade myself when the time is right. About my love story.. im much much more happier now... been going thru hard times wif him lately.. make me more in love.. we jusst love to joke wif each other..share things...fetchin each other to and fro from werk.. i love the way we are now..spending time wif him every single day.. For 4 mth im not werking, he have helped me alot... as in buyin my sis sch books.. etc.. he sacrifies alot just for us. eventho he need the money for something else. even some other things i didnt expect him to do.. like he sell his laptops, hp just for us. as we are shot of money for petrol, our makans.. i really dont know how to repay his kindness.. just wanna say.. im one lucky girl to have him.. *evil laugh* i really appreciate it.. =) Terima kasih cinta.. untuk segalanya..
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