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Monday, November 30, 2009
Been spending time with him for the one week. His mum was warded at ttsh hosp last few days.. his dad im not sure where he is.. so i company him where ever he go.. Clean his house, wash his clothes, wash dishes, go mkn. we did together.. Im having fun spending time with him.. He helped me alot. I feel useless when i cant help him back. as in 'money' stuations Throughout the whole week, we are together, i fall sick yesterday. Temperature was 39 degree. My head was spinning. Body is shivering.. He ask me to rest at his house while he went soccer.. eat panadol and my temperature went down. In the middle of the night. went up again... OH MY... Thursday, November 26, 2009
Spending time wif him for the last few days was a BLAST! Sat 21/11 - Spent time wif him at his house. wanna go soccer but rain didnt stop Sun 22/11 - Spent time wif him at raffles den company him to his soccer. Mon 23/11 - Company him apply his loan, clean his room Tue 24/11 - Company him apply his loan again.. sell HP as we are out of money. wash car, went window shop his car accessories, fetch my sis at vivo. Wed 25/11 - Went breakfast wif him early in the morning. Went market together, spent the whole day wif him at his crib.. Im secured when im wif him. Im admit. Im totally happy when im wif him.. Laugh, jokes.. i just love it.. Words cant describe how much love i had.. Ups and Down. All the suffering we'hv been thru. & i learn alot from him. Thankz for everything bi. Dont give up on me. Will try my best to be wif u thru out everything. Just Wanna Wish u Belated 5mthsary. LUV U! Labels: Lovin him till the end of time Saturday, November 21, 2009
I have a great birthday last thursday. Celebrating wif all my loves one wif me. im happy.. Thankz for the effort. appreciate it lots... Yesterday went to his house. Spent time wif him the whole day. & the bad mood come. & he sent me home. Never called me till now. Wake up in the morning. called him several times. didnt pick up. he's werkin morning shift today. Logged into facebook.. see his shout out.. "let us and everybody be silent for 1 whole day" i know wad he is thinkin today suppose to be his weddin day. but it called off few months back.. i dont understand why he still dwellin bout his past. y cant he move on. & dat make me questionin myself. is he happy wif me? or he's wif me just to make me happy? if he is happy wif me. he wont make me suffer like this. he wont dwell bout his past. he should appreciate my presence. & i can feel he still love her..& that feelin of my is strong. he may say he wont love her. hate her infront of my face. but he cant lie to himself. i can see his body language.. i know its hard.. but its harder for me to help him forget her if he remain like this. we are nearly half a year. i just cant go on if his mindset is still like this.. i dont know what to do anymore.. he's big enuf to think wads rite and wads wrong. just wanna let u know. i love u. i will try my best to make u forget her. & that is a promise. im not giving up... Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Donut Madness This is what i will do when boredom strike! sedaaapppp         Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My heart tell me soo much.. some are negative. some are positve till sometimes i dont know which decision i should take. I need a someone to talk to me. Someone who is mature bout all this. I just cant keep in slience all the time. The pain is getting deeper. This always happen when i fall in love. Quote of the day : Love someone who love you. Not the one you love. * this quote remind me of someone. i told him this. & he said " Oh. kirekan u tk love me la?" ahakz. kinda make me smile alone.. I have been trying to make him forget her. Seems didnt work. Everytime i see he contact her.. i just feel insecure. U will feel what i feel when this happen to u.. Argh!.. Friday, November 13, 2009
 Wishing all November babies including myself a Happy advance/belated birthday. I just cant wait to be offically 21.. haha & when mum seems agree on my bali trip. im too excited. I just cant wait. the word seems means she seems to agree bout it. but havent agree yet. Her facial expression tells so. but i take it as a YES!. hahaha. Change my blogskins. Stress & confuse with the codes. Simply. Will put up more photos soon. When i have enuf pics of him. ahakx! I miss him to the core.. Not sure when we will meet up. His off day today. & i know he surely spent his off day sleepin wif the weather like this. Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Im updating in the middle of the night.. feel like expressin everything inside me. Hahaha I dont understand mum attitude. The older she get. The more perangai she make.. She thinks we are still kids. We know our limits ok. I just wanna her to take care of my two lil sis. When i was their age. Im not bein treated wad they bein treated now. N my sis is soo very the degil n out of control. yesh i know she care for us. But its too over. Over the limit.. We are grown ups. And we know wads wrong n wads right.. I just dont wanna be in her armpits all the time. I have my responsibilities too. She very damn irritating. She think the way she control us is right. Its not ok! N she think everything she did is right. She didnt even realise her mistake. When we spot hers. She start to throw tantrums. Haiz. Let pple say wat dey wanna say. Did dey help us all this time? U even dont like dem. So wad the heck u care about dem!! Ur ego is just too big.. Change ur attitude before we get sick n tired. U think all the things u have said will make us think twice? No! It doesnt make any sense at all!! Grrr. I just hope she can understand her daughter needs.. Dont think bout pple. Think bout us! Friday, November 6, 2009
 Yesterday went to changi. have nasi lemak for dinner. && Hot pisang goreng. yummyy... yesterday was raining the whole day. after eating proceed to changi T3. chill till midnight and proceed home eveyone is werking morning today. so have to go back early. he's werking night shift today. doing OT. they plan to go bali on febuary i wanna go!! haha. but see how first la. need to save up more. airplane tix is not cheap ok. haha Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Im speechless!! my 21st birthday didnt expect to get wad i should get. im sooo happy till i didnt know how to thank him or repay wad ever he did. i get a ring for my birthday. sweet n simple + elegant. i LOVE it. very very much... *smile wide wide* I get a $25 body shop voucher. When shoppin wif him just now. get myself a cherry showergel n cherry body lotion. the smell.. sooo nice!! We actually plan on the 11th, dat is nawa 21 birthday went for a boat ride, fishin + bbq on a boat. celebrating our 21st. i really look forward to it. but mum and her ego.. OMG. only god knows her attitude.. and the plan was canceled! Hubby celebrate my birthday yesterday. Plan to have dinner at pizza hut wif my family. end up havin pizza delivery at home.. appreciate it lots.. thankz for everything b.. i love u very very much... Tuesday, November 3, 2009
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