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Saturday, November 21, 2009
I have a great birthday last thursday. Celebrating wif all my loves one wif me. im happy.. Thankz for the effort. appreciate it lots... Yesterday went to his house. Spent time wif him the whole day. & the bad mood come. & he sent me home. Never called me till now. Wake up in the morning. called him several times. didnt pick up. he's werkin morning shift today. Logged into facebook.. see his shout out.. "let us and everybody be silent for 1 whole day" i know wad he is thinkin today suppose to be his weddin day. but it called off few months back.. i dont understand why he still dwellin bout his past. y cant he move on. & dat make me questionin myself. is he happy wif me? or he's wif me just to make me happy? if he is happy wif me. he wont make me suffer like this. he wont dwell bout his past. he should appreciate my presence. & i can feel he still love her..& that feelin of my is strong. he may say he wont love her. hate her infront of my face. but he cant lie to himself. i can see his body language.. i know its hard.. but its harder for me to help him forget her if he remain like this. we are nearly half a year. i just cant go on if his mindset is still like this.. i dont know what to do anymore.. he's big enuf to think wads rite and wads wrong. just wanna let u know. i love u. i will try my best to make u forget her. & that is a promise. im not giving up... |
